Adult-Onset Diabetes and Louis R.
I am a type II diabetic. My diabetes started in middle age, but even before that I’d always experienced problems with my weight. At six different times in my life I’ve been 40 pounds over-weight, and I’ve dieted to lose those 40 pounds. Each time I was successful in losing the weight, but over time those same 40 pounds reappeared. I have done Weight Watchers, I used Diet Center twice, and I’ve gone the Nutra System route and others. Each of these diets was effective. The pounds just flew off but psychologically I was about four feet off of the ground at all times. Either that or I was unbearably fatigued. My whole family is predisposed to being heavy. My father was a little shorter than me and at one time weighed about 240 pounds. My paternal grandmother was about six feet tall and a very big woman who weighed about 230 pounds. When my late sister was diagnosed with colon cancer, she weighed 290 pounds. My maternal grandfather was large, as was my maternal grandmother.
So I’m from sturdy big stock and I’m never going to be one of those men who weigh 165 pounds. I know that. Once I dieted my way down to 168 pounds but I looked horrible. People were asking me what disease I had, I was so gaunt. Today my goal is more realistic. I want to reach 185 pounds and stay there for the rest of my life. My other goal is to control my diabetes with diet and exercise.
When my mother turned 60, she told me she just wanted to be a fat old lady. She just let everything go. When she died she was 5’2” and weighed about 240 pounds. I turned 60 last year and I decided I do not want to be like my mother. I’m going in the opposite direction. I want to slim down and build some muscle and remain attractive.
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